"For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable.
For myself love being so embarassingly conditional.
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible,
and for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
And, to whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
I'm sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
I'm sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else."
For myself love being so embarassingly conditional.
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible,
and for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
And, to whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.
I'm sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
I'm sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else."
